I feel torn between the two countries, I like it here but after 2and a half years i still think about going home I get homesick so much, My son still lives in the UK with his partner and baby son, so I find it really hard. This credit crunch is getting hold of our savings too, Hubby is working same job for 2 years so we have regular money comming in I need to work I have had a few telesales jobs over the years, which i wasnt keen on I will just have to keep searching for something, I think somethings are really hard to get used to here, like smiling faces and people being friendly towards you I miss that