Another option is to come to France for studies. You will have time to see if you like the place, you will benefit from social security at a fair price, you will pay less school/university fees and you will possibly get a degree. And you might also find that your home is not so bad, other places are just different. HOWEVER keep in mind that to "integrate" in France you will need to speak a decent French and to get a "serrious" degree you will need to write a decent French, which is way harder than speaking... Sorry for the possible "patronizing tone" my intent is only informative I am really not judging you... Good luck!